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Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Cant get it out of my head @ 8:31 AM

* Big Bang-Koe wo Kikasete*(rap part)
Yeah, since you went away hasn't been the same
In my heart all i got is pain
Could it be that i played this game to lose you , i can't maintain
Sunlight moonlight you lit my life
Realize in the night while loves shines bright
Can't let you go we're meant foever baby let me know

Days pass without you , cant forget you
Letting me be the cloud hanging above me
Raining on me missing your touch
Nights get long it's hard to clutch
We're apart breaks my heart
all for the best girl you're my world
In time my love unfurls
He will than wait for you girl

I love BigBANG ♥

~ @ 7:53 AM

Monday was OKlahh
since it's weapons week haizz
I hate weapons week b.cause i have to bring the weapons to school than to Stpy
and it's like extra luggage with my laptop bag and the shoe bag to put my gi(aikido uniform)

So during training at school it was same old same old blah blah...
During safra training got hit woth the jo(wooden stick) twice wahaha lucky it wasnt that hard
cause 1 of the strikes was to the side of the mouth the other to the temple area.

Today i bring to school 2 weapons set 2 gi and a laptop bag struggle my way to school to get my laptop to the it-help desk .I think the teacher was bias towards me as i was a genius at todays problem so she shot me with all the difficult questions that i was not able to answer and gave all the easy ones to the student she like most T.T so all my efforts was wasted .
Than went to hougang to teach little kiddiessome stuff and tought 2 handed catch teqnics.
Than did some free style hostage take downs and revise with the white belts their basics.
After class i return back than he said he gave me $50 and i short of $20 so T.T next week have to pay back darn y did i not right it down cause i remember soo ever clearly that he gave me $30
shit laa y this things always happen to me.

I love BigBANG ♥

Saturday, January 23, 2010

Past Attacks @ 5:48 PM

Weeeeeeeeee again im back after along time of not updateing
well now i got i think loads of this to write about since lots of things happen
Wakaka!!
This year 2010 was freaking strange as the past comes back to haunt mee as in yeah..
After 3 years of getting her off my head lets say out of all the suden there was an invitation to her birthday!!
I was WTF cause every year i will like just say it on the phone yeah I know Loser :(
N if like i dont come someone will like nag nag nag n i will be like ...
ya so when i saw her my legs was like freaking shaking like ZzZzZ maintain2
I was not prepared for this event n known nothing of it so i came empty handed as i was notified the morning of that day .
Pooff out of slut magic anu n syirah brought out presents like santa clause from couple lab.(where on earth did anu get the money??Did he find a money tree or something??)
It was 2 awesome necklace with initials on it and i was like OMFG they bought a present before hand n knew all of this n didnt tell me till this morning.
Piss off x 100 only 100 ahh
than took some photo eat some cream of mushroom and fish and chips.
Scare the hell out of her and went back.

Than after a few days or maybe a week after that they ajak go see movie at causeway
again last minute thingy and yes they were all there except fahmy.
watch spy next door kinda fun cause we were playing with the popcorn instead of eating them
XD
After the movie rey had to go back cause of french class in the morning
lapak outside civic center
and than She started to talk about how we met but skiped the part when we were att
n continued at the part when she like eerm so yaa that was the time i was
Piss off x 1000000000000000000000000000000000000
So i went home feeling super down and went emo T.T
and did not go to school told dad i was sick and slept till 1 pm.
Went out for lunch at northpoint and ate some sweet&sour fish with rice.
Stupidly at about 6 i called her than i like got no guts n told i got noting to say n hung up.
Loser T.T ok fineeeeeeeee
than after teaching the kids (super disracted kids with lots to talk about)
than the last 30 min continue training.
During that 30 min in ryandori i almost got out by using to much strenght.
Inst Nick ask me to slow down.
Ok i dont know which week but i know it was a tuesdayb.cause i was folding hakama
n the phone rang n it was her stressing out that she need a printer to print the o'lvl thingy
Being me haizzz to kind hearted rush back home from hougang to yishun n called her at about 11.15 pm just to know that she does not want to print out soo i was wth make me rush back
._.
surf the net n went to bed
to my nightmare after 1 hour of sleeping someone called me haizz.
(Rey)Stressed out state
keep asking mee about the o'lvl thingy n which courses are good for here in rp
N i was like .....with a sleepy voice ans her.
N went back to bed
Nights all that it for the update till den Wakakaaka.OK DUMB XP

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